"Hi Gill I didnt go to work today because I started to feel really sick and was puking and crying at the same time.I think that i havent felt this shitty since I went to the emergency room with kidney stones."
"yeah ok so you want to come over and help me move more stuff ?"
"Hi Mat im not feeling so good today. think im going to try and take it easy tonight my body is malfunctioning."
Lady Gaga comes on he procedes to grab me, pick me up and ram me into a wall head first and drop my limp body.and keeps dancing.
"Hey Nikki. Im not feeling well maybe we should go so i could get some more medication at home."
(blank stare)
"give me the pepper".
30 minutes later...
"did yo say something about wanting to leave?"
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Its really good to know that your friends care about you and will be there for you when you need their help.
really cant stay mad when i reflect on my pool of asshole moments though.
im working on it!
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Something feels like it is changing. it is not stabilizing though. not getting enough hours at the jobs. this monetary instability might have something to do with it. I am gaining stimulation through classes though which hasnt happened in a while Im turning my brain back on finally. Last quarter there was a zombie-like approach to what i was filtering through the processor. It takes me out of the social realm and allows me to bask in ideas, detach from reality.
existing in academic reality. i really prefer it to the prior.
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Hey Vera, do you have that whopper that you said you would save for me?
ReplyDeleteOh? you're eating it while I taxi you around...
its cool.
I'm glad you blog sometimes.
dude i told you "im working on it"!! = we both suck
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