An Update

I have a feeling that the broadcast ratings are reaching an ultimate low with my blog. I need to get the ###'s up.

So! time to start writing and shamelessly endorsing my bloggings.

Lets start with a re-cap.

ahhctually im too lazy to go over things but here is where i stand----

Location- Capitol Hill, Seattle WA, The KittyCat Mansion >>>same side of the ocean as previously reported.

Marital Status- Single divorcee widower

Employer- Levis, Co.

Roommates- Nikki, Jakob, Jhonny, Kate (John & kate + 3)!

"Im Loosing my Temper" moments- 69

So given these statistics it can be deduced that things are more or less even.
Yet stability is wavering.

I am trying to grow out of the part of myself that acts out of impulse-
I do things even if i know that they will include the following:
get someone mad
get someone hurt(physically)
Get someone hurt( emotionally)
Cause danger to me or others
get me in trouble
make me look like a dumbass
make me look like a drunkenbabywhore

So what i am trying to figure out is, why do I have something in my head that tells me:
nothing will happen if you do ------
and then another part that tells me morals are negotiable

So i have gotten in trouble a number of times
2 MIP's
1 Theft
0 days in prison
7 or so court appearances

so there is my record.

What the fuck i used to have a 3.7 in high school.
Now my BAC is often higher than my GPA


My sister once claimed about me that -"If something is a rule, you wont allow yourself not to break it."



oyyyyyy come in sis'
But there appears to be more/or less a faint glimmer of some truth.

Now is it / or isnt it legal to slap someone who calls you a FuckingCunt
Capitol F.

If it is against the law then i broke that rule too.